Saturday, June 21, 2008

MY brother..forever!



As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever



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I dunno if Mariah Carey knew my lil devil or my lost bro, but this song could be a dedication from her to him. I'm proud of my brother. எங்க அண்ணனை கண்ணால கூட பார்க்காம, இவ்ளோ பேர் கண்ணீர் சிந்துனாங்க னா, இறப்பு கூட இனிமையானது, சாவும் கூட ஒரு சாதனை தான். He is a great soul, and his new journey would just be his next adventure. But what his adventures are, this time we'll never get to know, because they will be his little secret with someone, who some people might refer to as, God.
Now, my inbox is empty. I get a few forwards, and occasionally someone sending/asking for something academically. Otherwise all those e-mails which contained 'ada-paavi ada-paavi' and ways to irritate my lil devil will never fill my inbox with a smile again.
I will not be able to pour my heart out about me missing people, me wanting to have a brother to fight and argue and do what not with. There will be no mentions about preparing for college by "
jus upgraded ma laptop... bought a few new formal wear.. two sexy nike backpacks.... a couple of blazers fa presentations n a puma runner." Nobody will ever again say, "i could c ow weak n puny u looked.... so TAKE CARE..... u may be the worlds best roamer but whn ur big bro says keep it within limits he means it from mind n soul.." . Or a MILLION other things. My lil devil thinks she is unlucky, but she's known him, she's got all the love in the world from him. She is the most luckiest person ever. "I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh. But I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry." I don't know who said this, but I just figured it is true in most occasions. He is making me cry, and I wanna fight with him for that. For making me cry, and for making my lil devil upset. I dunno how long it will be before I see him and fight with him, but, that day is not far off. Is never far off.
MISS U WEIRDO



Thursday, June 12, 2008

Life at MOP- Courtesy: Sandhya!!


This is one of the best ever things written about MOP. You gotta see this!!!!!!


Disclaimer: This is not a Guide to sruvival in MOP, this is just the tip of the ice-berg.
Am sure the "Alive" memebers and the newbies in the comm will have lotssss to post in this..

Day 1 in college: You'll meet ur "respected" teachers :D Your so-called class faculty will try making all of you talk on various topics, which is actually veryyyyyyy funnyy... At the fag end of the day, you will meet your "Seniors", Yes! Alllllll of them will try to fit in inside your classroom, they'll try making u sing (Yeahhh!), dance, and hell a lot of other things, which may or may not make any sense depending on ur sensibilites.

One week later, you girls wud be pretty accustomed to coming to coll in the sweltering heat!! By this time you wud know who is who and who's who. (Hope you get the pun)

By the time you realise what's happening your seniors will start hounding you with auditons for the fresher cults and you'll have ur first internals coming up!! You will be asked to cough up money...

Once your cults are over the REAL life in MOP starts, home-works, assignments, seminars, projects, you name it; we have it! And mind you evrything carries marks..!

The college isnt organised, its the epitome of chaosss!! Apart from this, you'll have records to finish, this is done by copying ur frnds program literally and figuratively..!

Life is chaotic beyond description! You run around to finish your assignments, burn the midnight oil to finish tht crappy project, spend hoursss online looking for that elusive program which you can pass off as "your" program, (some teachers will buy it), run from pillar-to-post to get papers photocopied, waste JK Copiers for ur projects,, which will not receive more than a mere glance, on programs, outputs and algorithms which receive a tick.

Next come the Semester exams! Lol yeah.. Ppl actually try studying for the semesters.
We in MOP study like the others do, we start off the night before the examination , stay up alll night, come groggy eyed to the exam, crib bout the paper, swear at the lecturer, try cramming until the examiner screams out "garlsss comeee innnnn for the n-th time"
Well, the rest as they say is "history" !

t was quite scarryyy soo far, now I'll tell u the fun part of MOP
1) The cults!
2) You can SMS for hourrssss in the class. (This I slightly disagree...MOBILES BANNED NOW IN THE COLLEGE PEOPLE!!!)
3) You can doze off in any position, the teacher will be least bothered.
4) The CANTEEN..! ...
5) You can use the lab hours to catch up on gossip, just make sure you dont sit in groups.
There are more, but cant think of any.. Brain-Fuel-Exhausted.

Tips to Keep your sanity intact.
1) Be a NICE GARAL(literally and figuratively).
2) Make "Frindsheep" with the women in the dept. Appo appo oru colgate smile.
3) Don't underestimate anybody, the looozaah of ur class might beat you hands-down.
4) Be on your toes.
5) Make sure you get goood publicity...

Finally, Life in MOP is a rat-race, and its a maaaddd-maaaddd-maaaaaaaaaddddddddd world out there.. Hang in there, and you'll be thru in no time!

Cheerzz!

The glorious uncertainities of life

வாழ்க்கை சில சமயம் புரட்டி போடும்.. சில சமயம் புரோட்டா போடும்.
வந்தா மலை, வராட்டி... _____ னு போயிட்டே இருக்க வேண்டியது தான்.


Life is a great journey. I'm probably not the right person to explain all this... but yea, just enjoy the roller coaster ride. You were brave enough to get into it, and you'll get out off it safely(I'm NOT talking about Final Destination 3 by the way!!)