Blasts and Boycott

Serial Blasts in Delhi... so many people dead. So many people injured. So much BLOOD. All because a few dumb(No, I guess they ARE intelligent, so let's make it EVIL) people wanted to prove themselves. Shame on the government, shame on them...





After all this, Australian Cricket Board is questioning the security measures taken, and are considering to boycott the Australian team's visit to India next month. Duh. It's not just shame on the government and the terrorist groups(who are totally nuts!), it's a shame for us.

Shame Shame puppy shame...

Let's face it.

Now I know how it feels. And it feels like shit.

FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"

FAKE FRIENDS: never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: cry with you



FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowd's ass that left you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch! drink the rest of that you know we don't waste."

FAKE FRIENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out

Now I know. And I feel loads better :)

Am I complicated or Are they nuts?

Seriously, I always thought I was open about what I think and say, to friends at least. But I don't know why I've never been able to understand why people misinterpret whatever I think/say (Supri will say, "Join the club"). Especially THIS person. This person who has stuck with me for almost 3 years now... and all the while they were thinking, I was bossing over them, trying to treat them as my inferior blah blah blah.

Am I that dumb, that I can't make myself clear, or are they really stupid to misinterpret me?!?!

And I really wanna know how people who haven't even spoken to me twice, can draw conclusions about how I am 'big show off without any feelings' ?!?!

I wanna tell this to HER - I just can't believe you used to talk, laugh and listen to me, thinking ill of me all the time. This is one of the worst things someone has ever done to me. No. This is the worst thing. Thanks for making me feel the pain of betrayal of trust.

Again, this just reiterates why I'm scared to love, and scared to trust.